She ([info]lightpersephone) wrote,
@ 2006-01-30 01:43:00
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::sigh::

Well, today I don't feel very well. Tired. Lazy. I ought to be doing homework, but I'm not. The horrible thing is that I know I should be and yet I'm not. I'm going to pay for this, I know it, and yet I am unable to do anything about it. I just don't want to face my school tomorrow, I don't want any of it to exist.

I didn't used to be this way, I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes I just want to up and move away forever and live in solitude, maybe bring a few select people with me (I won't name those here, some people may be offended), but besides that...never have daily obligations. The real world can wait for me forever, I don't care. I don't want to be part of it anyway.

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[info]christineadaae
2006-01-30 02:50 pm UTC (link)
Sometimes I just want to up and move away forever and live in solitude, maybe bring a few select people with me (I won't name those here, some people may be offended), but besides that...never have daily obligations.

This is why I want to move to Aruba (or Florida or Hawaii) and become a hermit! :D And I won't tell people who I'd bring either.

Best part about being a hermit: I'd never have to wear shoes again. Ever! Also you get to have a fake beard, if you'd like! (I know I'm excited about that possibility!)

::hugs::

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[info]lightpersephone
2006-01-30 04:16 pm UTC (link)
I don't know where I'd want to move to! Somewhere with moutains and the ocean. Maybe Northern California? Hmm! ::ponders::

You wouldn't!! That's true! And a fake beard could be fun, especially if it was really long and something to trip over! :D

::hugs back::

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[info]christineadaae
2006-01-30 05:10 pm UTC (link)
I just want to be somewhere warm so that I don't have to chop wood to burn or anything. Way too much work! Northern California is pretty, though (not that I've actually been there).

I was talking with my friend Jim about moving to Aruba to be a hermit, "...and I'll never have to wear shoes again and it'll be warm and sunny all the time and I'll grow a beard..."

And he did a doubletake and said "I was all set to go with you until the beard thing." So I said a fake beard instead. Sigh.

See! There are lots of things to look forward to if you decide to run away from life!

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[info]lightpersephone
2006-01-30 07:28 pm UTC (link)
LOL! That's right, if you're a hermit you couldn't very well ask someone to chop the wood for you. Darn it all! I'm already finding holes in this hermit idea.

Aww. Who knows, maybe if you take steroids you'll be able to have a real beard! :D

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[info]christineadaae
2006-01-30 07:49 pm UTC (link)
Well, at least three different people have offered to come with me (which negates the whole hermit thing anyway), so I could concievably make THEM chop wood for me.

AND I'd be able to chop wood no problem! Good point! :D

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[info]daishoukanshi
2006-01-30 09:20 pm UTC (link)
You could always come to China with me! Well, Shanghai at least. Then all you'd have to do is just have a grand time and have a lot less worries and life is glorious. Just... just don't do what I did and follow a man with a bike and a cage full of very cute bunny rabbits across a huge intersection all wide-eyed and "Oooh"-ing at the bunnies. That was near-death. Near-death is bad.

But! *hugs* Maybe things will sort themselves out. Try not to dwell too much on what ails you.

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[info]lightpersephone
2006-01-30 10:43 pm UTC (link)
I've wanted to see China at some point. I do like big cities, though I'm unsure if the life is for me. Still, I'm determined to live in New York for some time--it's the arts capitol of the US! :D It's necessary! Well, perhaps not, but Broadway is there, and the Met--I'd die of happiness! And Central Park! And! And pretty harbors! I romanticize it a lot, but I've stayed there a lot too, so I've seen the bad points.

::hugs:: Thank you! I hope so...

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[info]daishoukanshi
2006-01-31 12:28 am UTC (link)
Well, there is more to China than big cities. The gardens and mountains are very beautiful, and it's a lot less expensive to live there than here!

You should see the Shanghai opera theatre. GORGEOUS.

If you ever want to visit, let me know! I will be more than happy to use my faulty Mandarin Chinese to help you around!

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[info]lightpersephone
2006-02-01 06:12 am UTC (link)
It sounds lovely! And expenses = definitely important. I tend to just believe that I'll find money somewhere, although I know that it isn't very realistic of me.

Ohh! I'd love to! Do you have any pictures??

Thank you! Hee--I wouldn't notice! I'm unable to speak any language besides English, and even that one I get wrong sometimes. I'm constantly pronouncing words incorrectly. It's as though I didn't grow up here at all!

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